Thursday, February 20, 2003
EEEEKS it's been a long week since I managed to write anything... I have been working nights and man it's gotten busy lately... Then we had a HUGE snow storm that started Sunday afternoon and by the time it stopped we had almost 2ft of snow within less then 36 hours... I had to have the MPs give me a ride to/from work Monday and Tues and on Tues I worked a double because the day gal couldn't make it.... The mounds of snow seem endless even though they are melting thanks to weather in the 40s the past 2 days... The dog is coming along nicely as a member of the family... she LOVES to sleep on the couch w/me.... I have been busy trying to keep up with house and have to say I am not doing too bad a job at all... even with working nights and being tired.... Have I mentioned work has been busier then a one legged man in an ass kicking contest! *L* Even with the base being closed for both Pres. Day and being whomped by the snow we were awfully busy at work but I guess busy is good.. the hours flew by....
Being busy was a good thing this past weekend.. it's been a month since I lost the baby and this weekend was a little rough but thankfully I was kept semi numb with all the work... Then to add insult to injury comes AF on Weds... A month and a day after the d&c... I guess it's good to know my cycles have returne to normal and we can start trying again soon but still hurts a bit to think of Emily Elizabeth and the baby I will never hold... The boys I think finally understand that we won't be having a baby soon, that Emily Elizabeth is in Heaven... But they still want one... And Eric seems to be back on track with his wishy washy indecisive self about it, so we just take it one day at a time...
It's Thursday now and I have been busy with shoveling out the parking spot so the car fits, keeping busy... Eric decided to check himself back into the hospital this morning to get help with his drinking... It sorta hit me out of the blue... I think having his dad come over here the other day totally soused and talking nonsense, barely staying awake and stumbling around had something to do with it... Gave him a glimpse into what the boys and I see.... Let's hope that this time he's really ready to give it a fair shot at working.... I have to wokr the day office tomorrow so I need to get everyone settled into bed soon... Til next time...
Being busy was a good thing this past weekend.. it's been a month since I lost the baby and this weekend was a little rough but thankfully I was kept semi numb with all the work... Then to add insult to injury comes AF on Weds... A month and a day after the d&c... I guess it's good to know my cycles have returne to normal and we can start trying again soon but still hurts a bit to think of Emily Elizabeth and the baby I will never hold... The boys I think finally understand that we won't be having a baby soon, that Emily Elizabeth is in Heaven... But they still want one... And Eric seems to be back on track with his wishy washy indecisive self about it, so we just take it one day at a time...
It's Thursday now and I have been busy with shoveling out the parking spot so the car fits, keeping busy... Eric decided to check himself back into the hospital this morning to get help with his drinking... It sorta hit me out of the blue... I think having his dad come over here the other day totally soused and talking nonsense, barely staying awake and stumbling around had something to do with it... Gave him a glimpse into what the boys and I see.... Let's hope that this time he's really ready to give it a fair shot at working.... I have to wokr the day office tomorrow so I need to get everyone settled into bed soon... Til next time...
